I'm not watching anymore. I think that your choices are your own and I "watched" because I thought you were an attractive girl and seemed interesting as well... But it's obvious at this point that there's something unhealthy going on here, both with you and those who comment in response to your announcements. I wish you well. Please take care of yourself.
Ariane, I once thought you were overdoing it as well. Since then I've realized that it's none of my fucking business what you do with your body, and I've come to admire your intensity of self-remodeling. I don't know your motives or your insecurities (if any), and any opinions I have about that would be pure projection and nothing to do with you. Same goes for any other opinionated fools on here who presume to know why you do what you do. If they -- or I -- don't like it, there are thousands of other deviantart pics to spend time on.
In other words: haters gonna hate, and fuck them all... you shine on, girl, and best of luck to you and yours.